Her Spoken Silence

she felt no shame,     possibly no care, everyday, nothing is new, as she buys a disdained bottle, like there is nothing to do. what's more important to life, than to refill her insides with toxins and strife. she indulge in this mental sickness not seemingly less sane, but it blinds her actions like an immense pouring of rain. This is Her Unwanted Pain Eluding to this narrative several years later, shows that this continued, without acknowledgment and it was only catered. However, as we grow in age and wisdom, we must put an end to such behavior, we must believe that the Lord is our savior and will free us from this emotional labor. To help mend your sorrows and heal your wounds,  I believe that it takes, not just God, but the individual to reel themselves in, like a hooked rod.  The strength within, is greater than the battle you face,  You must be disciplined in preparation, like you are going to win your first big race. She must fight and believe she deserves the Blessings

Often I want to be, anywhere but here. In my own world and mind, I want to go away, not to follow the straight line or the common signs, that tells me to do the typical things, I simply want to set off, as the bells ring. Yes, I don't want to follow, my happiness is anywhere but here, out the corner of these four walls,  life is completely different. Different to my own liking everything I find to be entirely striking, will come to reality. A reality full of feeling of joy, love and success, that lifts me to the clouds,  and is at the upmost best. It last for enternity. My imagination will run free, because everything that I desire to be, all lies within me. Thus, anywhere but here, is where I often want to be. In my own world and mind, I want to go away, not to follow the straight line or the common signs, that tells me to do the typical things, I simply want to set off, as the bells ring.

Graduated, Now What? Four dueling, yet memorable years, all leading to this day, that's is said to pave the way. The day where all the hard work and accomplishments, left my pockets with only a button and some lint! But as it pays off, and the day arrives, a sense of relief appear in our eyes, in which cannot be disguised. Along with excitement and cheers, that filled all our ears, from parents, faculty and friends. Walking on that stage, was a means to an end, Earning the piece of paper, which doesn't say goodbye, but "I'll see you later!" It opens the doors, of hopes and dreams, that is often said to be impossibly as is it seems, but hey, the time has come, no more second looks, no more textbooks, leaving them shut, closed shut, no, if's, and(s) or but(s) I've graduated!! Though, Now What?!!

After a wonderful event filled sunny weekend, and reconnecting with old friends while meeting new ones, The following week started off with a few clouds and drizzles. that will hopefully later end to fizzle, and bring out the sun again and mend. However, I didn't mind, For me it was a moment to ponder and sit. Drizzles for thought I called it. Drizzles for thought, on the important things in life, -Important to me that is, Which was, Building an inner self confidence, that exudes my intelligence. Drizzles for thought on my perception on love and relationships, which often sometimes is a feeling that can be a real b*t*h " I want the real thing!", I stated the other day, However, that was only an expression that burst out of frustration, for an anxious temptation. Surely that wasn't me, because I have and certainly always, been a lady with patience and hope, that have learned to cope with the things that are not in my control, but are in the han

For me this video, set off tears of Joy/Hope. So please Everyone, As we move through life, let us remain thankful and at peace with everything that we have.And Let us treat one another with kindness.   Live, Love, Laugh and Set free ♥