Her Spoken Silence

Often I want to be, anywhere but here. In my own world and mind, I want to go away, not to follow the straight line or the common signs, that tells me to do the typical things, I simply want to set off, as the bells ring. Yes, I don't want to follow, my happiness is anywhere but here, out the corner of these four walls,  life is completely different. Different to my own liking everything I find to be entirely striking, will come to reality. A reality full of feeling of joy, love and success, that lifts me to the clouds,  and is at the upmost best. It last for enternity. My imagination will run free, because everything that I desire to be, all lies within me. Thus, anywhere but here, is where I often want to be. In my own world and mind, I want to go away, not to follow the straight line or the common signs, that tells me to do the typical things, I simply want to set off, as the bells ring.

Graduated, Now What? Four dueling, yet memorable years, all leading to this day, that's is said to pave the way. The day where all the hard work and accomplishments, left my pockets with only a button and some lint! But as it pays off, and the day arrives, a sense of relief appear in our eyes, in which cannot be disguised. Along with excitement and cheers, that filled all our ears, from parents, faculty and friends. Walking on that stage, was a means to an end, Earning the piece of paper, which doesn't say goodbye, but "I'll see you later!" It opens the doors, of hopes and dreams, that is often said to be impossibly as is it seems, but hey, the time has come, no more second looks, no more textbooks, leaving them shut, closed shut, no, if's, and(s) or but(s) I've graduated!! Though, Now What?!!

After a wonderful event filled sunny weekend, and reconnecting with old friends while meeting new ones, The following week started off with a few clouds and drizzles. that will hopefully later end to fizzle, and bring out the sun again and mend. However, I didn't mind, For me it was a moment to ponder and sit. Drizzles for thought I called it. Drizzles for thought, on the important things in life, -Important to me that is, Which was, Building an inner self confidence, that exudes my intelligence. Drizzles for thought on my perception on love and relationships, which often sometimes is a feeling that can be a real b*t*h " I want the real thing!", I stated the other day, However, that was only an expression that burst out of frustration, for an anxious temptation. Surely that wasn't me, because I have and certainly always, been a lady with patience and hope, that have learned to cope with the things that are not in my control, but are in the han

For me this video, set off tears of Joy/Hope. So please Everyone, As we move through life, let us remain thankful and at peace with everything that we have.And Let us treat one another with kindness.   Live, Love, Laugh and Set free ♥

 Sitting in momentous state of mind, looking forward to the signs, that will guide me towards my happiness, that I anticipate to exist. I live my life with, goals set high, only to oblige by societies', precedent rules, that are constructed with constant duels, intended to set my fuel, scorching on fire, as my eagerness to find an answer, is a well thought desire. Though, there is no rush, cause for everyone in mankind, the vision that was once thought to be blind, miraculously will walk a straight line. A line that only lengthens, as one's motivation strengthens. So as I do the math, Remaining on the path, towards my goals, will slowly but surely guide me, in the direction, of my mind's discretion.

Her Mood, Her Style creates the individuality of her image as the layers compile. The color scheme of nature, is the inspiration she uses, it's very natural when it comes to the appearance she chooses. This reflects her personality, a caring,  free spirited soul, that inspires to create without constant cajole. Her Mood, Her Style, exist perhaps from her culture, where art and creativity exudes various expressions, that blossoms from different directions. Left and right, the perception of style, exist from different sight, of young and old generations, and the culture of dissimilar nations. Her Mood, Her Style will continue to be, as she take advantage from,   the inspirations of nature that are free. From the sounds of the wind, to the beat of a drum, one's individuality is just a rhythm that comes.  Her Mood, Her Style, allows her to contrive, thoughts that make her feel alive.  Hence, expressions that were once concealed, are now revealed throu

  "Alexandra's Project" A marital mystery that unraveled it's layers, as this myth of marriage, wasn't an idea sought in her  prayers. The focus on what others are receiving, are appearances that can be decieving. The efforts made to portray an all american family, to the outside world, resulted to her mind ending in twirls. Routines and traditions are stifled, the marriage and the children all left rippled. This marital mystery, was proposed to set her out of her misery, as actions were taken by a dissatisfied wife, whom seeked to prove her worth,  to a husband too self-centered to acknowledge her being, Hence, this was something that he wasn't seeing. " Play Me" was all that was written on a post it, as the husband's arrival to an empty home, of no wife & kids, left him with no other choice but to sit. To sit and watch every bit of a video that displays, the truth of a marital mystery, That unfortunately ended up in misery.

"Hedwig & The Angry Inch" , a rock musical portraying the exterior image of a woman, without the ability to flinch. Her confidence exudes who she was really meant to be, which is a woman, who loves to perform, and not a man who is torn, within the culture in which he was born. In East Berlin, living outside in, was surely a sin. But this didn't stop this pugnacious character,  as she threw on her favorite color eye shadow and heels, to create a new image for herself, that would no longer be concealed. Hedwig is the new name,  who is destined for fame, embarks on a journey to slowly erase the memory, of Hansel, who was a "slip of a girlyboy" simply living as a decoy. The stardom of Hedwig and the Angry Inch, living under the shadow of a growing rock sensation, that was illuminating the nation, led the group to find their own destiny, through their song " The Origin of Love", in which lyrically flew like the doves above. Three sexes