"Bah Hum Bug"

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"Bah Hum Bug
darn these thoughts"....
It's that time of the year again,
where all come together seemingly cheerful
though for me, this is was pretty fearful
I developed a state of mind in which wasn't enthusiastic about the approaching year,
I just would feel that I am running out of gear...
fuel is down,
words are being exchanged but not found.

"Bah Hum Bug
darn the thoughts continue"...
Close but far from home,
As I spend my time away for the Holidays,
I was actually at peace, at peace with the noise that never use to cease.
It was a constant pattern of arguments and annoyance,
I just wanted a time to get away and be someone else for a chance.

"Bah Hum Bug,
perhaps these thoughts should end"...
It should end with a better sense of tomorrow,
that things won't be filled with so much sorrow.
I normally do live for the future,
and not the past,
therefore I shall continue to thrive for the things that last.

"Bah Hum Bug!", I yell,
you shouldn't come back,
for me to have another story to tell!

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