Her Spoken Silence

My feelings for you were just a thought in my head, unwillingly choosing to express them, as nothing was said. You often stood in my presence, with a sheer essence, that illuminated my eyes, as though I was completely hypnotized.   The moment I met you, I was sure I knew, that we shared a common interest, However that was a feeling that I didn't want to risk. Afraid of being rejected, was a thought that wasn't neglected. But if I had it in me, I really would of wanted you to see, the desire that was bursting to be. To be your everything, your angel with wings, with a voice that sings, to the birds and the bees, and frail trees. As I give them hope, serves more of a reason to why I shouldn't mope, on the possibility of a chance, to revitalized an indisputable  romance. So the opportunity serves again, though I appreciate you as a good friend, perhaps I shouldn't pretend, on the encounter, that maybe was godsend. One may never know, where i...

Two faces for One Tear, the emergence of a relationship, that shifted gear. But which one is willing to hear, the emotions that led it this near, near the point of confusion, as both of us build several illusions... in our minds, as we keep our feelings confined, in our hearts, as it pierce through us like sharp darts. So, let us break this pattern, for the sake of our well being, let us break this pattern, and acknowledge the things we weren't seeing. Perhaps move on, and anticipate that we can prolong, with something so dear, it shouldn't be held back by fear. So, the two faces that use to share one tear, can now begin looking forward to another year. Poeticly Requested by: Derran Marlow

Caring, Sweet, Compassionate, Considerate, Funny but that is not all there is to you hunny... I just didn't understand it, the pieces just didn't fit, as I reiterate to myself, "what must it be?"... until I finally concluded to something that I didn't see, your one way here, but there is another side to you that I might fear, however not a frightened fear, more-so me becoming more enlightened dear. "Is this something that I want?" I say to myself Am I their light and nothing else? I don't know where my thoughts stand, but in a stranded desert, filled with sand. Does the good override the bad? Is it really that sad? I want to understand you more, but to what point?, as my brain becomes sore The confusion lies within a barrier of openness, which should be broken down, as we extend it with a kiss... So though there are two sides of you, I am willing to, stick it through, as we shall learn something new.

It was certainly a night to Remember, another random night out, and without a doubt, the most eye opening, and for that I will shout! A splash of testosterone, here and there A splash of testosterone, and let alone, led to all the things that were shown. Two young male tourist, randomly accompanies me to what will become, a night they won't forget. better yet, it can't be let... their eyes filled with discomfort, their body language seems uneasy, but their mouths tell me "I'm okay, I'm not queasy!" As they shout over the loud music, But am certain they were going to lose it. Let the good times roll... for about twenty minutes, next thing you know, the poor fellas just couldn't handle all the testosterone splash, leading them to hurry off in a dash... Ha ha ha, I laughed... So alone I remain, to search for my other half of friends that sustained... in which I shared with them the humor that took place, they started...

"Bah Hum Bug darn these thoughts".... It's that time of the year again, where all come together seemingly cheerful though for me, this is was pretty fearful I developed a state of mind in which wasn't enthusiastic about the approaching year, I just would feel that I am running out of gear... fuel is down, words are being exchanged but not found. "Bah Hum Bug darn the thoughts continue"... Close but far from home, As I spend my time away for the Holidays, I was actually at peace, at peace with the noise that never use to cease. It was a constant pattern of arguments and annoyance, I just wanted a time to get away and be someone else for a chance. "Bah Hum Bug, perhaps these thoughts should end"... It should end with a better sense of tomorrow, that things won't be filled with so much sorrow. I normally do live for the future, and not the past, therefore I shall continue to thrive for the things that last. "Bah Hum ...

She's breaking her silence as she opens up to the world, She speaks from her heart as the emotions unveil. Rarely was this something that she often does, But that was a matter with no cause. "Speak your mind!" everyone always tells her. Well just to let them know, that I Concur! So I welcome all readers, as I express and share all facets of life through my eyes, As it may come to some surprise, as these thoughts arise. Derived from my perception of Life, my Interest in the Arts, my Energy through Sports, and my Love for Children of many sorts, I, Muri, suspend my silence and starts a journey of unspoken resilience. I'm expressing my mind, as it was a sign to break free from 2009. A year of ups and downs, a continuous conjunction of sounds, that filled up my head with confusion yet excitement. That all led to a period of deep enlightenment. So with that said, I welcome the new year of 2010, as I quote the President, in which many thought wou...